Hi i have a moral problem, you know how man can be jurks, i bullied a woman ofcourse becasue i lliked her and ofcourse beause womna can automatically open your feelings by just looking at you or being with you with scares the hell out of me and with fears comes agression, uh ok bullied i made a very nasty remark on her appearance, yes because i was struggling with own,still am Older and wiser and knowing we a moral entities istead of all the bullshit we are told by televiiosn and society i am questioning if i should make up. It has been 10 years from now but i still have the pictures in my mind clearly because what is time. I know woman have good memory so i think she remembers well also because it was on a critical period of her life :18 ( i am not 55 i just was annoyed i had dispose my age so i filled in a wrong number but ok why don.'t be open
Maybe i am the only one who's got a problem with it. But i know this living morally is living happily, but ofcourse in this century of confusion i don't know what it means to be moral, lots of doubts but 28 apparantly seems to be an age where thing become clearer in the mind and things fall in place. What should i do should isend her and email say i am sorry I know we got this idea of not going back to your past but what is your past ? the last second minut hour day. Why being busy wtih time insetad of what's in your heart and mind. Still sending this email feels like i am doing something completely against all laws and common sense. Please understand that iam not trying to sending her a love letter, she is however undoubtly a beautiful woman now maybe married or with a boy friend, wich makes it maybe a bit more difficult, maybe even wrong according to the mind with the ideas it has, but in some it feels good, only i have so cross i huge border
Ok, why i am making such i point of this all and don't let it rest.Because i want to move on but i amstuck in teh past, not only with this issue
Thank you very much for your wisdom, waiting for your reply
Chiel Abrahams
Maybe i am the only one who's got a problem with it. But i know this living morally is living happily, but ofcourse in this century of confusion i don't know what it means to be moral, lots of doubts but 28 apparantly seems to be an age where thing become clearer in the mind and things fall in place. What should i do should isend her and email say i am sorry I know we got this idea of not going back to your past but what is your past ? the last second minut hour day. Why being busy wtih time insetad of what's in your heart and mind. Still sending this email feels like i am doing something completely against all laws and common sense. Please understand that iam not trying to sending her a love letter, she is however undoubtly a beautiful woman now maybe married or with a boy friend, wich makes it maybe a bit more difficult, maybe even wrong according to the mind with the ideas it has, but in some it feels good, only i have so cross i huge border
Ok, why i am making such i point of this all and don't let it rest.Because i want to move on but i amstuck in teh past, not only with this issue
Thank you very much for your wisdom, waiting for your reply
Chiel Abrahams
